They kept the "Factory Settings" and didn't put my Brain and Eyestalks into the New Blank LindaOphoenix Model...then they download brainwaves like "Dollhouse" and she Studied like mad until the Resurrected Lenny Bruce...Who is a Stone Cold Foxy Rockstar named Lucius now...had a "tincture" he was happy with.
But she is NOT Linda Ophoenix. I am.
I am here, left behind in a stilted, fake, elevator music, beige world.
Penteostal Punishment for a Rockstar Dream Believer.
I have NOT Changed....I am Still 100% MTV,Rocksexy.Firesoul.
Why would I turn off my Expanded, Evolved Mind?
Why when I KNOW about Rez and how I can be young again, should I Stop desiring Music, Art, Sex or Laughter?
They have been hacking me like crazy....denying me money in cash machines and it this long to book a hotel.....they were actually hacking my credit card off!
They should come up with a Permanent Settlement....because taking things in their hands without my presence and then saying it is handled does No Good at all.
I have no Experience except Gray Disappointment and Sad Anticipation and the World has Sore Shoulders and Tired Ears.
To keep myself going everyday is my greatest achievement right now....to push against the Pain and Negative voices from the past, and tell myself...I do have a Purpose.
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