Irv Put out the Stars to keep Me from seeing them with Bruce-Rez (Lucius)

Imagine getting up each morning by LOUD NOISES feeling completely sore and “worked over” …over and above the normal Fibro myalgia Pain, and when feeling very groggy, there is white secretions.   Then you slowly, painfully get up and check for bruises to photograph,  OOPS…fully charged tablet (with mysteriously broken screen) is out of battery. 

Then…getting ready for the day…Homeless, and STILL Not able to rent even though you are paying your wrongful eviction off….The “Mess W/  your Head Elves” have been there in the night.   They have taken your new black nail polish, or cut a hole in your Grooming Bag.  They mess with your clothes…stealing panties and cutting of hooks on fancy bras.  They rearrange things in your suitcases so that the embarrassment factor of being outside and having and open suitcase takes twice or 3 times as long.

Then, once you find your shampoo and wash up with a large bottle of water (purchased perhaps so you could use the bathroom) Six guys have come by to make comments, and about 4 perfectly dressed Cali-girls scented like heaven.

Next, find A. Bathroom B. WiFi C. Place to Eat and take Vitamins and Meds (Sometimes your meds are missing.---reporting missing medication as a homeless person is a Big Mistake…it leads to confinement as cops see HOMELESS + MEDICATION = EVALUATION.) 

If you can find a place with all 3…restroom, wifi and food….Great!

If there is something Really Important you have to go online for you WILL get HACKED off the INTERNET.

Because of the Remote Access those Punkster/Hackerz have  so many funzies making Every Little

Keystroke a Heroic Effort in Frustration.  Touchpads don’t work or

they are so touchy you flip to another app every few minutes.  Hacking is making Simple things for most people take Extra Time.

 

If you look for a place to stay or rent, the first time the people answer the phone, they sound sad…and say No before you even ask.

Sometime stores will not serve you.

People are either extremely kind (which is confusing in it’s own way), or scowling at you.

When you stop to take a break, or to eat something…most of the time cars have been making wherever you just sat down look like the Main Event.  Suddenly there is a little parade circling around you…Trucks, Harleys, Semis, Anything Loud and Rumbling to actually “Rattle your Brains”…No time to relax and control those migraines with your medicine and some meditation….No time to be creative and draw or write or sing.   Beating your eardrums with Painful Sound.

There is a car running near you most of the time.  When it leaves it is replaced by another.  Most of the cars leave the area when you do.  It feels so much like you are being “Watched by a Private Eye” that y

And then there is that PAIN again.  You fear what you will wake up like in the morning.  There is a lump in your spine that feels like your head slipped and went forward, there’s a hump forming where there is a circular scar on my back.  (My family used to “hang people by their neckbones” which meant that spot…they would fall if it was the actual neck.)  And then there is the “pole sat tailbone…they sat you on your tailbone sitting on the end of an upright pole.

The Time Space Continuum had gotten involved to keep you from your Dreams….it’s been a Long 4 year battle,  You no longer have any Trust In Man or his supposed Kindness.  You lost your best friend, he took some friends and family….and they took your copyrights and money and made a clone of you and gave it to your best friend along with all your money.

You worry about making through the next day…and how LONG the night will last with those weird little nightmares.

And where are the stars?

 

Will Irv put them back in the Sky again...?

 

It's the Only Black that scares me...that Starless Sky.