I AM NOT CONSENTING TO MY TORTURE!!!  IT IS NOT CONSENUAL (WHICH IS NOT A REAL WORD).   MY FAMILY DOES THIS AGAINST MY WILL...AND IF SOMETHING BAD HAPPENS IT MAY BE RELATED TO THE PROCESS BELOW...BECAUSE THEY ARE PURPOSELY TARGETING MY TAIL BONE AND IT IS CAUSIING MY SPINAL FLUID TO LEAK INTO MY BODY.  

THIS IS WELL BEYOND "TAKING ME TO SCHOOL"...

OBAMA????????????????

(Update 1/4/2016)



My Spongy Pole-Sat TailBone

I was researching Pain, because I have been having such hideous, bright White Lightning Bolts of it lately....when Aric gave me a "high five" the other day, the pain went through me so fast and out the ends of the nerve endings in my mouth I nearly threw up....literally it made me nauseaus on the way.  And then there has been the end of my tailbone...I have mentioned it before.   I have written to the Governor about it.  When I sit on it for too long, and then try to get up...I get that same bright White Lightning Bolt if I go Fast...and if I go slowly....It feels like I am controlling the decompression of a Sponge...and the Pain is still HORRIBLE, but not as BLINDING.  It feels like my tailbone is made of a spongy material and when I sit, it compresses, when I get up, it puffs up again. (filling with spinal fluid I suppose).  I can only sit on it for 30 minutes at a time...and that depends on the surface.  Hard surfaces less  now.

I can only sit for 5 minutes at a time at the time of this EDIT...1/4/2016

So, I have Not Yet found how pain travels through the nervous system.  Intense Pain that is.  I learned about how it is processed by reflex in the "dorsal bone" or TAILBONE...coinkydink...and that is the nerve center of the body.  

Then, I looked up "tailbone feels spongy" and got some stuff for bruised tailbone...which I had once as a kid from riding my bike....BUT, I saw a link for "What is Spongy Bone?" and discovered that the ends of bones are actually made from a spongy material (link to drawing from Wiki)

What this means is that my "dorsal bone" or tailbone has been thinned to make the spongy bone accessible to the outside so that it is ALSO POUROUS like a sponge to Release the Spinal Fluid in my body into my system...dumping waste chemicals into my system...causing Fibro-Myalgia pain and DRAINING my Spinal Column of VITAL NUTRIANTS!!!

THIS IS MEDICAL SCIENCE, NUMBSCULLS!

I want to save my search history...no outside cam and "IT Tech " Steve here at the Hostel said I need a program to take a screen shot....ummm, really?  He does Not know how to delete cookies and free up disk space either. do

I do...and how to defrag, but I am being HACKED so severely it won't let me as of yet.

Hi Hillary...Hi Bill......I wrote the message in RED at the top as an Update....but if you can,  HELP!

LindaOphoenix