It's Impossible!
Being URGED to just "sit quietly and be old" at the same time that I was supposed to work like a teenager at the Youth Hostel where I lived to have enough to pay the rent. I invested $15,000 to rent at that Hostel the past year...that's a lot.
I am literally homeless and staying at a dear friend's house but I think I am bugging the shit out of her. I think we grew up kind of differently...just a lot to be in a small apartment. I HATE being a bother to people.
Family says that if I go back to Pentecostal and dress like a 1940's woman I would be much happier.
I think they would just be less worried that I will get a Real Lawyer for Longer Lashes and get my money.
Hacked on here at library and my notebook...but I found it on Elliot's phone recently. It and "Cloak of Shame" are also copyrighted there at Copyright.gov in Tom Ripsin's name under "ladysongs"
Trust in the Goodness of Mankind.
I do.